It's been awhile

So it has been a while.. I can't even remember where I left off before.. I believe it had something to do with me losing weight and blah blah. Well to catch you up on that subject (not that anyone even reads this shit) .. I am down to 150 and holding steady.. even though recently I have had a mental breakdown.. been out of work due to it.. been put on (new)medication and have been eating everything in sight.. oh yeah and am going on week 2 of being late on getting my period. Oh yea.. and not to mention my car broke down.. and we are completely broke.. Now I feel so dramatic for crying about being broke before.. little did I know that was not even close to being broke.. I have been selling things Emma's old stuff to get $$ for things like groceries and what not.. Well enough of the 1 person pity party.. I am struggling with anything worth while to say.. gonna switch over to my blog about Emma.. that will put me in good spirits. so long for now