Well I am pregnant! Due April 16, 2013 and we are having a little boy!! Unfortunately I did end up gaining ALOT of weight already and I have 14 wks to go.. :(( I teared up a little seeing that I weighed 150 when I posted that last entry.. ahhhhh lol
Also I am jobless.. As much as that sucks.. and is stressful.. being away from that stressful job is def better for me.. especially with being pregnant.. I couldn't imagine going thru another pregnancy with that kinda stress.. without going into detail... I am pretty sure considering everything.. this pregnancy at work would have been a little more stressful.
So.. right now.. I am at home with Emma.. which is very nice.. and I love it.. however I am pretty excited to get back to work soon , probably after the baby is born. I will admit it is super scary being pregnant and getting fired.. but I am getting by and figuring stuff out.. I vowed for this year that I won't share personal information online anymore because I had some run ins with people putting me down as a person and a mother all because I made a joke.. so I am done putting myself in those situations. Unlike others that love to surround themselves with drama.. I don't.
Anyway, I have decided here.. at 26 wks and counting I am gonna start watching what I eat (not just watching it go into my mouth... but really watching what I eat.. )
This morning I had egg whites with green peppers and onions and spinach on wheat toast with my coffee of course.. trying to decide what I am gonna have for lunch. I have been volunteering at our local animal shelter by walking dogs, today I wasn't feeling too good so I didn't make it today, but typically I go every Tuesday and Friday. It's been a very rewarding experience... and part of my new years resolution to volunteer more. :)
I need to start exercising more.. that's my main problem, I am extremely lazy (aside from taking care of and chasing Emma around ) during pregnancy.. and I become pretty depressed and eat a lot.. so that makes for a big weight gain!! I will be honest and say.. I have already gained 50 lbs this pregnancy.. it embarrasses me to even say that.. so I guess it's not too late to make a difference.. hoping not to get up to the 74 lbs again that I gained with Emma & at this rate.. I am gonna be up to that again and possibly more.. I know people that hardly gain any weight and it makes me feel like such a pig.. but I seriously am hungry constantly.. and I tend to "eat my feelings " lol
Well I am off.. need to take the dog out and need to try and convince Emma to take a nap so I can get a shower lol
Til next time. XOXOOX
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